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It has been quite awhile since an update, everything has been awesome though, so awesome. Frank and I... man I love him, he's been amazing and everything has been amazing. We are back together, I don't think I've even updated since then. I've sort of lost interest in the internet, never thought that would happen. 1 year anniversary in 9 days, that's so insane. I actually got to hang out with Amy the other day, that was very fun, very exciting. My sister will be here soon for Easter and for the entire summer pretty much! My mom has been letting me have the car and drive. My grades are good. I couldn't really ask for much more. Let's see, oh, Good Question was amazing the other weekend at FLARO, they played an AMAZING show, so freaking good. That was a lot of fun. I need a job. I might go apply somewhere, but where? Who knows, who knows. I'm gonna get off now. I'm sorry for what I'm about to post, but my boredom let me to do it.
[FIRST PERIOD]
What is this class?
Psychology
Who is your 1st period teacher?
Ms Harris
Who do you sit by?
Lex Roxy Brendan and Anthony
Do you like this class?
Yes it's really fun
Do you ever have homework?
sort of but she never grades it
[SECOND PERIOD]
What is this class?
World History
Who is your teacher?
Luch!
Who makes you laugh the hardest in this class?
Nobody really, just Mr Luchauer
What kind of grades do you make in this class?
A's
Who falls alseep in this class?
I don't know, he doesn't really let you sleep
[THIRD PERIOD]
What is this class?
Geometry
Who do you sit by?
Joe and Rick
Is this a fun class?
Not really
Do you make good grades?
Yep
Who have you worked with on a project/lab/home work assignment?
Nobody, don't really do the homework
[FOURTH PERIOD]
What is this class?
Science
Who is your teacher?
Klien
Do you like this class?
Yeah I can sleep!
who is your favorite person in this class?
Leanne Mallory Ameen Clay I don't know
[FIFTH PERIOD]
What is this class?
English
Who makes you laugh the most in this class
Max Jon Leanne Bre...ummm, Brooke Mario and Conner, definetly
Who is your teacher?
Mrs Brooks
Who do you sit by?
Leanne Max and Bre
Is this a fun class?
Yeah
[SIXTH PERIOD]
What is this class?
French
Who do you sit by?
Roger Rick Monette and Valelie (can't spell her name)
Do you like this class?
Yeah Roger cracks me up
Who is your teacher?
Fluitt
[SEVENTH PERIOD]
What is this class?
Health
Who do you sit by?
some bitches
Do you like this class?
I don't really know anybody but it's easy at least
Who is your teacher?
Coach Mehl I love him
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[01 Mar 2006|05:26pm] |
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Leanne requested an entry to assist her in times of boredom, so I think I'll make one. I was just thikning sbout when I go back and read old entries in this thing it amazes see how much I've changed... well, maybe it's more of how much things change; how quick things change. But I'll just leave that thought out there, I don't really have the motivation to elaborate on that idea.
I think I've been doing sooo much better in school and have been learning to actually put my intelligence to use and get things done and study and I feel good about myself, I've gotten and A or B on 4 tests this week. I'd do anything to go back and do the same last year, butttt as a wise older sister of mine once told me, don't ever regret anything. Therefore I will not.
The coolest thing in the world happened on Monday; I got called to the office during 6th period like 7 minutes before the day was over, and when I got there they gave me a gift bag with balloons. Initially I was like what the hell, why on earth would the office give me a birthday gift 9 days after my birthday. Hell, why would they at all? So, when Frank and I got in the car, I opened it to find like 23298323 pixie sticks, a stuffed pink elephant which is pretty much the cutest thing I've ever seen in my life, and a kids book about polar bears. Then there was a card, which when I opened it up, I came to realize it was from Amy, although the strange (yet awesome) gifts sorta gave it away. I miss her so much and I need to go see her really soon, actually she just needs to come back to Fort Myers High, it's not even half as fun as it was with her.
BUT, luckily, I get my license in just, get this, approximately... 9 days!!
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It seems as if it has been so long since I've said anything in here, I guess I've sort of been neglecting the internet. Life's been so cool though. Let's see all the great things I have to say since Feb. 1: Valentines day, that was definetly a good time. Frank brought me flowers and candy and a little stuffed bear dude and hot cocoa and it was so sweet, best valentine ever. Leheather (his sisters) 21st birthday which was that night was really fun too, I wish I was a Yates sometimes. Then friday the day before my birthday when Frank and I went to his house after school and his mom had burger king waiting for me and I got a little party and it was so awesome! And they have a swamp buggy and it's the coolest thing I've ever seen in my life. Saterday I turned 16 finally, and we went up to Busch Gardens (Leanne Frank and me and my momma) and when we got up there, my sister and Danny suprised me! I was so happy, it was a lot of fun. Sheikra was so sweet, I had good time. The greatest part was laughing with my big sister about some strange memories when we were little at dinner, that was soooo funny.
- 11:11 -
I always catch it. No wish has ever really come true, but I like to anyways.
Last night Frank Leanne Nick and I went ot the Cypress Talent show and came to find out that Cypress kids have so much more talent then Ft Myers, our talent show was like a joke, these people (for the most part) were good. I got to hear Max's new band Godzuki! They were good! And Good Question was AMAZING!!!! They did so good, I think it was the best perfomance yet. Andddd tonight I got to ride in Franks friend Jacobs new '87 Camaro and it was reallllly fun.
I have the best best friend ever, like really, ever. I wouldnt give Frank up for the entire world.
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[01 Feb 2006|09:26pm] |
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I just got online, and I had 2 emails. No, no junk, no myspace or livejournal shit... actual emails. Like, typed out, thought out, real emails. One from my wonderful sister Lia, and another from my wonderful friend Matt. This makes me so happy.
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| Ain't never got nothin to sayyyyy. |
[31 Jan 2006|04:02pm] |
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I haden't laughed so hard in awhile like today... as the story goes:
Eric was dropping me off after MOES with Leanne and Amber, and he asked, "Which house is it, the one with the creepy guy running past with the chainsaw?", and there really was this creepy mexican running past my house with some kind of chainsaw, but I mean, he was running as if he had a death target. Man, I guess this is one of those things that doesn't sound even remotely funny, and yet it was the funniest thing ever. Coincedentally, it occured as I was sipping my drink, therefore I ended up spitting it out (luckily into my hands).
Anyways, everythings been really cool. Been chilling with the Frank a lot and it has been really nice, like yesterday riding around with him all day running erands was awesome, up to Sanibel and then to Cape Coral and all this fun stuff. I love that kid. Hanging out with him is the greatest thing ever, really, ever. And I've been (attempting to) help him work on his car, but really I'm probably just good company. I'd like to help but all I can really do is de-rust and put the tarp back on the car. Hahah. Oh, but as of this day, I can identify Corvettes, Porsches, and Mustangs... so proud of myself. No longer will I use colors to identify cars! Well, soon.
I wish I could drive, just 19 days until my birthday which means... 39 days until I get my license! I wish I could drive up to Gainesville and see Lia or something, but I'm sure it'll be a long time before my mom allows that.
If I had more to say I would, oh, which reminds me! Max's birthday party, that was real great. I think he enjoyed it, he sure was suprised. He gave me something which made me feel so special, I love him. Leanne and I went out on his dock to dissapear and talk for awhile, which again was very cool.
I guess that's about all I have to say right now, except that I think my grades this semester are fucking awesome so far, minus psychology, which is freakin me out. I dunno, that class is kinda iffy. Not sure if I'll make it... but I'm workin on it.
Frankenstein essay calls; Out I am! <3
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| S-s-s-s-some ones gonna ask you what it's all about. |
[13 Jan 2006|03:03pm] |
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Check it outttttt, yo.
Semester Grades:
GEOMETRY HONORS - B
ENGLISH II HONORS- A
WORLD HISTORY HONORS - A
INT SCI I HONORS - B
PERSONAL FITNESS - A
FRENCH II HONORS - A
DRIVERS ED CLASS - A
This is so mother fuckin sweet. Can you imagine me getting these grades last year? See, I'm not so retarded after all. I wish my dad could see these.
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Christmas was good. New years was good, Frank joined us this year and we ran into Rudy and we made cool things in the sand. Going back to school was, ehhh, well, not too bad. I'm unsure as to how I feel about my new schedule. The one thing that I'm sure of now is that Austin Cooner just might save my life and I owe it to him.
I've been talking to Matt alot again lately. It's so nice, I wish he were here.
I wish the world was flat like the old days
then I could travel just by folding a map
no more airplanes, or speedtrains, or freeways
there'd be no distance that can hold us back.
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| Last night was good. |
[19 Dec 2005|11:07am] |
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Leanne, Kristin, Mallory, Krissy, Frank, and Brian. Fridays. Coldstone. Good.
What kind of bullshit entry is this? That's alright.
P.S.
I love Max Fields, he totally just made my day, and it's only 11 am! Guess I can go to sleep now.
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[17 Dec 2005|03:57pm] |
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Slept in until 3:30 today, how sweet am I? Wow.
Last night was so much fun, I love Matt and Ryan to death. It amazes me how good my friends are to me sometimes, I love my boys so much. Yes, I realize how lame that sounds. And I get to see (most of) them every day next semester at lunch! I'll be missing out on some Frank and Kirkland though. Ah well, you win some, you loose some.
I really want to get some time in with Amy soon; I miss her, and every time one of us trys the hang out, the other can't.
We have the Chritmas tree up finally, but, not decorated. I guess we're saving that for tonight. Hah, Christmas is in 8 days. That's okay! Lia will be here soon, I'm happy about that.
Tonight Frank and I are hanging out. I don't know, it is what would have been 8 months. I don't know... but Leanne and Brian, 8 months since you met today! And 10 days until the anniversary! =D
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[15 Dec 2005|12:39pm] |
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"I'm excited for this year to be over. I really disspointed myself with Freshman year in grades and whatnot. I always tell myself I'll do better and then I don't. I want this bull shit year to be over so I can start off on the right foot come August, and I will, too. Watch me."
May 14th, '05
...I did it it! I did it! Well, I think I did it! No, I know I did! I am so happy!
Exams so far:
Drivers Ed - 90 (given to everybody, but, still)
Engish - 95
World History - 96
Science - 90
Geometry - he did not tell me yet.
So I have an A for all of my final grades so far, except Science, which is a B, and I belive Geometry will be a B as well. French is tommorow, but I feel prepared. That and Personal Fitness, which is just turning notebook in and open note test.
Ahh, I feel so good about this.
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[06 Dec 2005|11:46pm] |
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It's so terrible listening to a friend who is clearly in pain, yet feeling that absolutely nothing you say or do can change it. Because really, for the most part, only the person causing the pain for them can fix what their feeling, or so that is how most people feel. But the only reason that's ever so is because that's what they believe.
People hurt all of the time. People will hurt you all of the time. People you love will always get to you the most. It's just a part of growing up, or really a part of life, because it never goes away. And everybody deals with it. The thing is, you can't let it weaken you. You can't let these things that seem like the entire world bring you down when you have your entire life ahead of you. It'll happen over and over again. You can't go through it every time thinking "I want to die, I'm done, I hate life, I can't do this," because you CAN do it. You have to take a situation and obtain from it whatever positivity you can grasp. I truly and firmly believe there is good in every single situation, because everything happens for a reason. Disbelieve it if you want, but it's so true.
I'd do anything for the ability to explain this in a way that makes sense; to explain it a friend who is emotionally hurting right now, and every body else dealing with such a thing, and to show them that it's true. I'd kill for the ability to fill in any void left in their hearts or just to get them smiling again. It's so hard knowing I can't do that.
You create your own happiness. Never argue that, never forget that. Simply accept.
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| Rudy Mahosky made my night. |
[03 Dec 2005|10:38pm] |
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Mousie0218 [10:16 P.M.]: Rudy, yo man! how are you? it's been quite awhile
TheSpookyKids726 [10:16 P.M.]: hey whats up!
TheSpookyKids726 [10:16 P.M.]: ya i know it has
TheSpookyKids726 [10:16 P.M.]: i miss ya'll so mutch!
Mousie0218 [10:16 P.M.]: when's that last show gonna be!? i need reason to see you hahah
TheSpookyKids726 [10:16 P.M.]: i don't know yet, hopefully were still gonna have one
Mousie0218 [10:17 P.M.]: I really hope so
TheSpookyKids726 [10:17 P.M.]: ya early in christmas break we should all get together , or atleast a bunch of us
Mousie0218 [10:17 P.M.]: if not though, i'm sure you'll end up in another band because of your magical talent, so you'll have to inform me of those shows
Mousie0218 [10:17 P.M.]: yeah i agree!
TheSpookyKids726 [10:18 P.M.]: oh of course! you think i'd quite music!
Mousie0218 [10:18 P.M.]: oh I know you wouldnt...
Mousie0218 [10:23 P.M.]: yeah but if we never hang out anymore, i'll be distraught. we'll have to set something up and get a bunch of us together some time soon
TheSpookyKids726 [10:27 P.M.]: well of course not Elena, I know that i haven't made much effort into see ya'll recently but i've been very busy. I wouldn't let something like the band breaking ruin our friendship, Ya'll are Family!!
TheSpookyKids726 [10:27 P.M.]: and i mean that
What a great friend he is, I admire him.
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Minus a bit confusion, all in all, life is damn good.
I spent Thursday with Frank, it was a lot of fun. I value my time with him so much. I think we just need to hang out less then we did, because being together 24/7 probably provoked a lot of argument. We feel the same about eachother as we ever did, but some time off from being together is probably a good thing. He says we'll be together again later, so I'm confident that when later comes, we'll be a lot happier... argue less, and just appreciate eachother much more. Friday I spent some time with my mom, we went to Subway and watched the Longest Yard. I had seen it before (Franks birthday with him and Jacob), but it's such a good movie that it deserved a second viewing. Today I met up with Matt at the mall and we hung out for awhile. It was really nice, I missed him. It sucks that he's pretty much the closest friend I have, yet we never get to hang out. But we walked around and talked a lot, and it was good. When he left, I met up with Morgan and we got chinese food. She took me driving, because I'm determined to learn to drive a stick shift, but my mom doesn't know how. I did pretty well this time, I must say! Well, I'm out of here, I'm tired as hell. Leanne I hope your having a good time with the wedding and all, it's cool that you're gonna get to spend some time with Robert and your family. I miss you! <3 Yes, that is a heart, for you.
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[30 Nov 2005|07:22pm] |
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I have to admit that at times, I'll be cautious of what I say in here because I know that people read it. But, in that case, why would I even have a public journal? I would like to express how I truly feel, right here, right now, open to opinion, because it makes no difference what any single person says and/or thinks. Right? Right!
So - Frank. We broke up. We pretty much hated eachother for a few days. You know the deal. Everybody told me not to talk to him because it would hurt too much, and although I see where their coming from, because it makes perfect sense, I realize I should have gone by my own instinct above others. Sunday I went to his house, and we hung out, and it was so nice.
I was told that it would be impossible to go from being with somebody 24/7 to just being their friend, but in my case, the complete opposite is true. It was... well, possible... but certainly an arduous task for me to go from being with him all the time to not at all. It's one think to loose your boyfriend, but imagine losing your boyfriend and best friend, all in the same minute. I'm so much happier having in my life as a friend, I love him so much, no matter what role he plays in my life. As for the future, it's uncertain what might happen between us, but for now, we're better off being friends, and that's something I've completely learned to accept. After all, he was my best friend for 7 months.
Today I was in the car and a Christmas song came on. I love wintertime more then you can imagine. All the lights and all the happy people and music and joy are enough to make me the happiest girl alive.
... "like helen of troy your smile launches a thousand ships"
By far the greatest thing that's ever been said to me. Even if they were just trying to be clever. :)
I wish I had more to say. A year ago, I could type up a fucking storm in this thing, every damn day it seemed. Either I've lost or gained a life. It's hard to tell. Hahah.
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I had a wonderful night. I love my uncle so much! It was nice walking with him and discussing life in general. I wish he was here more often. He's got to be the funniest person I've ever known, no joke.
I'm looking forward to tonight, Fridays with my best friends EVER. It will be absolutely amazing.
And to miss Danielle Applegate, whom I love so damn much - you're completely right, it's PMS month for boys. Every good, strong relationship seems to be deteriating. So fuck them, because basically, everybody has been dating a bunch of girls. I know it's so damn hard, but you can't let it hit you too hard. Hang in there and stay strong, and I promise, everything will turn out okay.
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| The finer things in life... |
[24 Nov 2005|11:03am] |
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After the entry implying that everything was okay, it wasen't. I thought I would be okay, but I wasen't. Everytime I saw Frank, my heart sank deeper then I thought possible. But, it wasen't until I realized what I'd been missing out on being with him that I came to the conclusion that this could be so much better then I'd made it. I feel like I'm getting all of my friends back. No longer can I possiably even remotely push the people who mean the most away from me. I, indeed, have the most amazing friends anybody in this entire world could ask for. Flat out, hands down, amazing. They, infact, are the greatest.
I remember the days that I knew putting myself in a relationship wouldn't work, because it would only be adding pain in the end, and sometimes, throughout. I also remember how happy I had been, knowing I have all of these amazing people surrounding me, all oft he time, and that was enough. I didn't need one person to be around all the time to be happy. Just knowing my friends loved me and that my family loved me and that all of them always would, that was enough. Being with Frank, I'd often loose that sense of happiness, because I felt that he was the only one who could make me happy. But that isn't how it is, nor is it how it ever should be, for anybody. You can never rely on one person for the majority of your happiness. If so, you'll never have the ability to create your own.
It hurts a little when I think back to how things were with Frank, because don't get me wrong, I loved being with him. But I'm really getting back to the point where friends and family are all that I need. They are so much more important in the long run. They're always there. They don't make up excuses to throw away your past with them. Their just always there, and you know for a fact that they always will be. I have an amazing life. Nothing and nobody will ever be able to change that.
We celebrated Joannas birthday yesterday:
Truly, the greatest family in the world. :)
Happy Thanksgiving, everybody!
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It's so wierd. I'm not quite as distraught as I thought I'd be. I'd always dreaded this occurance, assuming it would absolutely kill me inside out. I've always figured it would be impossible for me even to stand once it happens. But I'm really okay. I'm happy. There is so much more to life then crying and, as Lily once put it, dwelling over a broken heart. For some reason, it doesn't even really feel broken. Once time passes, things will be fine. And through it all, Frank will still be a friend to me. I will still have my absolutely amazing friends, who have always been here, through thick and thin. I couldn't thank you guys enough, notably, Lia, Max, Leanne, and Kirkland. Four of the most amazing friends I've ever had in my life, those of whom I know I can go to and their going to be there to understand and to love me and to lift me up in every way possible. I know that there are bigger things in this world that people deal with, even above break ups after over 7 months. There are so many bigger things that people deal with every day. I know, I know, I know, for an absolute fact, that everything happens for a reason, and that everything is going to be okay. I completely count on it.
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| is this what I've been waiting... |
[15 Nov 2005|07:57pm] |
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I can never think up much to type in here anymore. I could type up a thousand words on how utterly amazing my boyfriend is and how much I adore him. I could then type up a thousand more words concerning my friends, and how happy they all seem to make me.
But instead, I'll simply say this: I feel good. I'm completely content with life. I feel happy. I am happy.
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